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Well, the months dragged on and I was enjoying feeling the little flutters of his tiny little feet and hands. I was overwhelmed by the ultrasound pictures. My husband, on the other hand, was still pretty quiet about the whole thing until the day the baby was born. My angel was born 6 weeks early. He had hydrops, hydrocephalus, and IUGR (intro-uterine growth retardation) which means he stopped growing at 30 weeks for some odd reason, and had a stroke. He wasnt breathing when he was born and was on a breathing machine for 3 weeks. The doctors did spinal taps, ultrasounds, MRI's, and CAT Scans, and for the life of them could not figure out what went wrong. Today he is a healthy 4-month-old and fat as he can be. To this day I tell myself God was punishing me for wanting an abortion, to kill one of his little babies. But I know in my heart that God wouldnt make one of his children sick like that. It was just a fluke. I love my son to death and to even think about what I wanted to do kills me. He was a sick baby, and now, to look at his precious face, makes me a very proud mother. Im only 18 and it is rough sometimes, but in the end, its all worth it. Look at it this way, abortion IS murder. Abortion is killing babies that have little heartbeats, fingers, and toes. He's a living thing. Not just a blob of tissue, like some doctors put it. I thank God I have my son with me today. Sure, its tough. But like the old saying goes, "That which doesnt kill you will only make you stronger." And I totally believe that!
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